Strange Dreaming

It was windy outside and I had just gotten out of the shower I wrapped myself in a fluffy blue dressing gown, I didn't feel very well and you brought me tea as I watched the autumn leaves blow around the back yard. It started to rain and you wrapped your arms around me and kissed the top of my head. Like it was the most normal thing in the world and most likely the reason why I felt sick, I started to pull whole carrots out of my mouth, you seemed not to notice.

I wasn't choking and it didn't hurt, but I kept pulling and more and more carrots kept coming up out of my mouth. They were long and very orange and covered in dirt just as if I pulled them from my garden. I wondered if it would be weird to make soup out of my mouth carrots.

I woke up with a sore throat.

Repeat it again once more

I try not to repeat my self
I tend to repeat myself
It is the little things that are often the most consequential
I generally forget about the little things

I'm tired
It makes it hard to think
It's like hitting my head against a brick wall, a brick wall
A broken record, or an old record
The tiny imperfections, pop, snap and hisssssssss
It makes it hard to think
Over and over the same line, same line, same line same line sameline
I've heard this before
Next time I'll sing the same line

I try not to repeat my self

This is the truth

Declaration

These are my ramblings
There will be some truth mixed in with fiction
Please don't ask me to explain
I don't have any answers
Questions beget more questions

I will stumble across the lines drawn onto maps I don't understand
I will travel in straight lines
I will move in circles
I will beach myself on lost coastlines
I will wander these strange continents

I am in awe of these places
These anomalous territories
That I will uncover
That I will discover
That I will proclaim as sovereign land

I don't know where I'm going
I don't know how I'll get there
Yet somehow, I know
I  will always end up where I'm supposed to be